the father i never had!

i assume he was a wicked man,who betrayed the woman who he betrothed,promicing endless happiness but he disputefuly caused her trauma..tata noba andikwazi kodwa this is what i know about THE FATHER I NEVER HAD.....breaking her heart like delicate pottery leaving an innocent embryo,was it the reason for the embroilment,maybe like all men you had a second involvement,i long for your embracing love,your endeared smile..if i could forturtously meet you i would let you in the forlorn soul you created,tata noba andikwazi kodwa this is what am telling THE FATHER I NEVER HAD....you formulated a forum in me that expresses anger,glum,hatred,fearsomeness,feeblity that is dissipating the connection i thought i had with the unknown bieng that brought me to this forsaken land...i curse the day i thought about THE FATHER I NEVER HAD....