torn!!!

the sight of you was like of a bee seeing pollen/to love i have fallen/giving you access to my heart/you made me feel like a princess/affectionatly expressing my love/i was deliberatly falling deeper in the blackhole/to my sight you were the affable kind/into love i was blind/with your love i was ambitious/having an amorous bieng with me felt like ruling the universe/without the signs of seeing my one fade away/he was filled with asperity/his loyalty becme askrew/the love you given me was now askance/the aspect led to distance/like a teenager with anorexia/i was filled with asphyxia/the wonderful love expression you gave me/had me filled with aspersion/with wonderful love never thought i could mourn!!!but now I AM TORN!!